Blogging was and still is something I can never keep to. Gees, am I not surprised. Still, I am not discouraged to give this a last shot. Hope & Believe.

Well, I havent posted anything sensible since the last post creation. Guess, LAZINESS came into the way, and led me to my disconnection of this almost-close-to-suicidal blog. I will however, try my best to update as and when the chance comes. Always remind myself, the new changes I want in my life. And writeherbreathe is just part of it.

Moving On.

Dinner at thistle in JB last night. It is supposedly a take over of Hyatt hotel, and yes it was simply beautiful. Had a sumptuous spread of dinner buffet and I clearly enjoyed myself very much. I love food, I love the adjective eating. I love the fact that we have a wonderful digestive system. So I clearly ate a bear’s share. From desserts, to helpings from the meat, fish and seafood station. Crabs,Prawns,Eggs,Salmon,Mutton,Beef,Lamb, and the list goes on. (Sadly,no photos simply because I forgot to bring my Camera)

But amidst all that good food, there was certainly something, someone missing from completing the perfect picture. Indeed, a family dinner which was incomplete. And through the night, I wished you were there to enjoy all the good food we had. For your absence brought nothing but tears welling up under the bed of my eyes. The thought of you having a lonely night, wasnt the most pleasant constant thought and worry. But there was nothing I could do, was there. There was no way in which I could. your refusal, is the game. I am just hoping for the pieces to pick up real quick. I pray for strength and agility to be bestowed upon you, to help you through this difficult phase in your woman life. I pray, I pray, I pray.

There are just somethings in life that always remain unspoken. For they never seem to surface to explain ‘itself’ to those who never get the picture. And these series of mishappenings is what make life, life. Imperfect and unfair. And If there is one thing I have learnt from watching this dying process, is the plain fact that bravery comes with the fight of this brutal life. Brave up for the world, my young child. It is then would you have gone into the battle fair and enjoy it’s winnings in the palm of your hands.

Literally, the Earth spins. So everyone will have a taste of this tough call of life, be it now or later.

Oh - Once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Bring you up when you are feeling down